I couldn’t sleep very well last night. The conversation I had with the recruiter yesterday bothered me more than it should have. I tried very hard to put a positive spin on it, but all I could think of was that I must not be a very attractive candidate if I can’t even swing in an interview anymore. And then my past few rejections from my other interviews just creeped back into mind and I got a little depressed. So I just laid there in bed, alone in the dark with my eyes wide open as I kept beating myself up mentally all over again.

My time here in Florida had refreshed me… and I was eager to get back to look for a new job with a renewed attitude. But I haven’t even left yet and already I get a rejection before I had a chance.

It looks like I still have a long way to go until I find my destiny in life.